Thank you for your beautiful writing! Always reading you when in need of a treat:) I’m especially drawn to the neurobiology of the emotional life. All that written in lyrical form.
Thank you for this meaningful essay. This quote resonated with me at a very visceral level. “at the end of the day, the only thing that’s really mine to hold is myself. not what’s coming. not how others respond. not the shape the future takes. just how i move through my own head and body”
im dealing with so much right now....getting into this science of being is rough, but I have no choice but to explore the unknown. My entire life has revolved around "maybe" and most of the times i fail. After failing 99 times i pass..."maybe". Lately it feels more like the ratio has gone to 999:1. At times i compose myself and look for the positives in the current, but then it gets to me and i burst into flames...after a while uncertainty is the only certain thing and my body feels exhausted.
im dealing with so much right now....getting into this science of being is rough, but I have no choice but to explore the unknown. My entire life has revolved around "maybe" and most of the times i fail. After failing 99 times i pass..."maybe". Lately it feels more like the ratio has gone to 999:1. At times i compose myself and look for the positives in the current, but then it gets to me and i burst into flames...after a while uncertainty is the only certain thing and my body feels exhausted.
It was only this week that I became aware of why I struggle when I msg someone and they don't respond. A few people in my life do this and I tend to want to reach out (to them) again to make sure they're ok with me. I know it goes back to my childhood when my parents didn't respond to me and I kept trying to please them. It still feels painful despite my understanding!
i have struggled with that for the longest time, and still sometimes do ofcourse, and it’s rooted in exactly the same thing that you have been through. plus, of course, many other nuances. i feel like it’s all a cascade of different events that interconnect in some way, shape, or form. thank you for taking the time to read this post with such intention <3!!
loved this so much. i’ve always been interested in the science behind human nature, and the way you incorporated quantum biology to explain why we resist uncertainty by default is so fascinating. subscribed immediately!
if you ever feel like reading something introspective and emotional i’d love to have you over on my page too. would love to hear your thoughts.
thank you so much, farha! love that we are both into the same subjects thank you so much for this subscription :) can’t wait to go and read some of your posts. thank you again <3
This is so so beautiful. I just walked away from a 4 year relationship and this came at the perfect time. Thank you so much!! <3
<3!! thank YOU so much grace!!
Thank you for your beautiful writing! Always reading you when in need of a treat:) I’m especially drawn to the neurobiology of the emotional life. All that written in lyrical form.
ahh thank you so much <33
thank you for writing this
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Ugh absolutely loved this. Life is taking me thru this practice right now
thank you so much angel <3!
Love the dissection of the early programs inserted into us, both as a species and as children, impacts our now.
I just write about how our survival instincts has both been exploited and short-circuited.
https://open.substack.com/pub/thesacredsovereign/p/what-does-love-say?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android&r=4rksi0
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Thank you for this meaningful essay. This quote resonated with me at a very visceral level. “at the end of the day, the only thing that’s really mine to hold is myself. not what’s coming. not how others respond. not the shape the future takes. just how i move through my own head and body”
thank you so much for reading!! i think that’s my favourite quote from this piece too :)) <3
Thank you! I am able to relate to so much of this at the moment.
absolutely love your work by the way ! :)
Thank you so much, same to you!
<33!
I was thinking of the Tao as I read this post. The something springs from nothingness!
Thanks for sharing!
Taoism is so beautiful!! thank YOU for reading <3
im dealing with so much right now....getting into this science of being is rough, but I have no choice but to explore the unknown. My entire life has revolved around "maybe" and most of the times i fail. After failing 99 times i pass..."maybe". Lately it feels more like the ratio has gone to 999:1. At times i compose myself and look for the positives in the current, but then it gets to me and i burst into flames...after a while uncertainty is the only certain thing and my body feels exhausted.
im dealing with so much right now....getting into this science of being is rough, but I have no choice but to explore the unknown. My entire life has revolved around "maybe" and most of the times i fail. After failing 99 times i pass..."maybe". Lately it feels more like the ratio has gone to 999:1. At times i compose myself and look for the positives in the current, but then it gets to me and i burst into flames...after a while uncertainty is the only certain thing and my body feels exhausted.
It was only this week that I became aware of why I struggle when I msg someone and they don't respond. A few people in my life do this and I tend to want to reach out (to them) again to make sure they're ok with me. I know it goes back to my childhood when my parents didn't respond to me and I kept trying to please them. It still feels painful despite my understanding!
i have struggled with that for the longest time, and still sometimes do ofcourse, and it’s rooted in exactly the same thing that you have been through. plus, of course, many other nuances. i feel like it’s all a cascade of different events that interconnect in some way, shape, or form. thank you for taking the time to read this post with such intention <3!!
loved this so much. i’ve always been interested in the science behind human nature, and the way you incorporated quantum biology to explain why we resist uncertainty by default is so fascinating. subscribed immediately!
if you ever feel like reading something introspective and emotional i’d love to have you over on my page too. would love to hear your thoughts.
thank you so much, farha! love that we are both into the same subjects thank you so much for this subscription :) can’t wait to go and read some of your posts. thank you again <3